what a boring day it is today ...is it just me or is xanga starting to sux ......................YES I THINK EVERYTHING SUX LOL

<3 carolina

* my house is haunted!!! i keep seing this man past by me! uuugth im so freak out not to metion in the only one in my house =/  atleast he's a good ghost i think *****

*see gina i took it off now give me the code! lol*

whoa,yesturday weird....so i when to the appt and i didn't ask when there gonna take of my braces i was too shy lol so i when home and in the train elvira call me she was coming out of the train so i told i'll call her after i get off the train cuz i was going to go into the tunnel so after that i when over to her house i had gotten my mail which only was a elle girl mag and she had gotten two and gave them to me so we when to the park sat down and read the mag then we got some juice and walk the dog's then when i was going home out of nowhere she said you know i think about killing myself and i looked at her and said yea me too she like no 4 real and i said yea me too 4 real then i told her i was trying to find an easy painless way to kill myself she like huh now were are getting to know each other for real she said something about hiding things inside im like hmmmm she kindda feel alil like i do!so we started talking about going on those depressing pill thingy i undertant why she would be depress and i sure of a hell got alot to be depress about

i lost the only thing worth fighting for</3

i was so stupid to think for a second that you actually cared. <|3

D hottest guy in the world lol j/k but he is pretty hot

well im extremenly bored and i need more friends so im out to comment on everone's xanga

hmmm....not much to say today was boring....i was suppost to go to the movies but i came home late oh and ah i went out b4 that so i spent all my money shopping i got a new shirt and girl stuff * boys ya migth not wanna read this part (lol)* so any way everyone alway say try tampom try it so i got me some the real skinny one and ummm i read the box and it said it would feel comfy u actually dont feel them well that a LIE and they said they dont hurt another LIE but now it actually feel okay my friend mom said u have to get use to them ahhhh i hate being a girl this time of the month but w/e

well yesturday i was so happy today i feel so depress i hate this ........i woke up feeling like trowing up then i did and then i wacth t.v and the feeling came back errrg...im not gonna post the rest because some of my friend the i talk to in person come to this site and there alot i dont want them to know

 i dunno if any one been to coney island when they were in n.y  well it rocks i've been in this ride and looking at it now i wonder where i got the gut's to go on it ...im going to coney island next week maybe i'll get on it again

i id'nt get on this cuz everyone else was too scared to get on it with me i will get on it thougth lol

i think this is new cuz last time they aint have this